Bladubla brrrr

And it is there, and you can`t handle it. Grande como una voragine y simple... tan simple que no es necesario entenderlo. Quisiera hundirme en su centro, caminar, navegar y atravesar.
Sutil que tengo miedo de perderlo. Gigante que tengo miedo que explote. Uncomprihensible, no need to regreet. Inabarcable pero deseable, y no estoy segura de poder expresar what's live inside me.
Now it loose sense, but it steels there. I know the meaning, i won't be afraid to loose it. It can't go, can't disappear.
Bladubla brrrr, no need to speak, it is there. But I like to use them... words. They sound nice... they made things alrededor. Las cosas aparecen a través de las palabras y puedo perder las cosas, pero me quedan las palabras.
I want to stop this chating between things and words. ¿Cómo se entiende el vacio? ¿La nada? But I think I can feel emptynees.
No se si quiero que salga o entre, que cambie o se quede just at it is now. That's it...
I don't know. But what I have to know about it? Nada, no-palabras. Unknowledge.
Non ti preocupare se essiste, you have it.